09-12-2007 03:39 AM
Well i hope i am doing this whole blog thing right. i am new to this sight so just kind of figuring things out still. I want to start my first entry out, just kind of catching ppl up on my situation. well basically i am ttc baby # 1. I have been with my current bf for 2 yrs. now. i am 21 and young i know, but for approximately 8 months now i have been constantly thinking about wanting a baby. i have tried to get the idea out of my head because my mother is constantly telling me im too young and just making me feel like it is a terrible idea. i have kind of come to grips tho with realizing if i want this, it is my bf and my decision no one elses. so i am kind of here just looking for advice and help along the way since i am new to all of this.
basically for the past 5 months i have started tracking my af to get familiar w.it. we stopped using any protection around may but were still kind of careful because my bf was weary about the idea at first. now, he still has trouble saying he wants to ttc but we have been bd on a regular basis now. i am still kind fo confused when exactly im ovulating because my af is not completely normal. it usuallys falls on the 26th of each month so im assuming i am fertile within this week so have been bd atleast every other day. i bought one of those ovulation stick tests from the store and so far, have shown no lh surge so just wondering what is going on? even though i havent been full on ttc until this month, i am getting worried that becoming pregnant, won't come so easy for me. well we can only wait & see.
anyone that wants to give some input, feel free, thanks
