07-12-2007 05:47 PM
well, this is now cycle 4 for us... i'm kinda scared. i think i may have O'd really early this cycle & missed it.

i want a baby so bad. it literally hurts sometimes. i wish there was an easy button for ttc.

i know ryan wants to be a daddy so bad & some days i feel like i'm failing him as a wife... i know he doesn't feel that way & never would, but still... its hard. i just want to be pregnant & carry a baby to full term... i pray everyday that God will bless us. so hopefully he will with this cycle.
