07-25-07 02:37 PM
well, i found out today that my brother is gonna have a baby. i'm so excited for him, but i'm sad at the same time... i wanted to be the 1st to give my mom a grandbaby. i wanted to be the 1st to give my dad his 1st grandbaby thats a girl. so hopefully bubba & chels have a boy.

i just want a baby so bad & it just seems like its never gonna happen.

i just hope it does soon. VERY soon...
07-12-07 05:47 PM
well, this is now cycle 4 for us... i'm kinda scared. i think i may have O'd really early this cycle & missed it.

i want a baby so bad. it literally hurts sometimes. i wish there was an easy button for ttc.

i know ryan wants to be a daddy so bad & some days i feel like i'm failing him as a wife... i know he doesn't feel that way & never would, but still... its hard. i just want to be pregnant & carry a baby to full term... i pray everyday that God will bless us. so hopefully he will with this cycle.
