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Old November 7th, 2012, 12:43 AM   #1
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Abiding My Biological Pendulum

That is my totally obnoxious way of saying “I am getting old and need to pop out a kid soon” lol what can I say I am committed and when I get committed my words get exasperated.

Ok, about me. I had 3 kids, all healthy no issues and then I had a string of chemical pregnancies, blighted ovum's even a pregnancy that grew outside of my uterus and had to be shrunk with chemo. It was a bumpy ride but then in Aug of 2009 I was pregnant again and all seemed fine.

In March of 2010 I went in for a 32 week check up to find my son had died. After he was born it was found he had suffered a cord accident and I was devastated. I gained a large amount of weight, got high blood pressure and diabetes. I got pregnant 3 more times and lost them all. I felt hopeless.

Earlier this year I found I had an umbilical hernia and my doctor recommended when they were in there to fix it I may try weight loss surgery. I was the biggest I had ever been. In 2 years I gained 90 pounds I was so unhappy with myself I said yes.

Now I am doing so much better. No high blood pressure, no diabetes. I am down 90 pounds in 4 months and I feel great. Once I hit 1 year I will start trying for our last child. This is the reason I did this. The reason I got the surgery. Being a mom again is my dream.

7 months and 22 days to go. Lets do this!


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Old November 7th, 2012, 01:27 AM   #2
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Kat you should be so proud of yourself for doing what you need to do to be healthy. Hope that your next pregnancy goes smoothly!


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Old November 8th, 2012, 05:06 PM   #3
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I wonder how wonderful my pregnancy will be this time around. I wont be so FAT. yes I used the F bomb lol I will be so much more active. I wont be frequenting those buffets. My kids were 9 pounds, 9 pounds 15 ounces and 10 pounds 4 ounces at birth. I could have a 7 pound baby this time. What a difference! Plus I will be living by the beach. The walks and the waves and the peace. This is going to be so dramatically better for me and the baby. I can not wait!


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Old November 9th, 2012, 08:02 PM   #4
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Today I am going out to dinner and I plan on drinking WINE. One of the only real benefits to not being pregnant right now I suppose <3


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Old November 11th, 2012, 08:59 PM   #5
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Another reason I am happy I am waiting for baby. I threw my back out pretty good today. I can not even stand straight. Took a trip to urgent care came home with vicodin and flexeril. I am going to be nobodies mama tonight lol UNCONSCIOUS Kat, FTW!


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Old November 16th, 2012, 02:37 AM   #6
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Hello period.. how I loathe you.

I have mixed emotions about it. When it comes I am relived that I am not pregnant.
But then again when it comes I am sad I am not pregnant.
Damn hormones. I know the timing is not right and this is a good thing.. but my emotions
are so out of whack about the whole situation. boo


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Old November 28th, 2012, 12:41 AM   #7
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Originally Posted by Caffeinated Kat View Post
Hello period.. how I loathe you.

I have mixed emotions about it. When it comes I am relived that I am not pregnant.
But then again when it comes I am sad I am not pregnant.

Damn hormones. I know the timing is not right and this is a good thing.. but my emotions
are so out of whack about the whole situation. boo
AMEN. I feel that exact way. I'm like "Phew... aw..."


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