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Old October 6th, 2012, 09:07 PM   #9
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I'm just so lost. I don't know who to turn to talk about how I feel. I desperately needed to talk to someone, so I decided to call my mom. I tried to tell my mom about our girls tonight and honestly, she's such a mess she totally did not get it. She didn't even say she was sorry.... she just said a lot of hurtful things to me, yet again. Now I remember why my husband and I didn't want to tell anyone about them.

Some days it feels so easy. Like I am moving forward and things are getting better (in my mind and heart). Then other days I just feel like the darkness is going to consume me.


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Old October 6th, 2012, 10:56 PM   #10
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I'm so sorry! So many people just don't know what too say and they end up saying things that just hurt so much. Please know we are here. I just wish it were for a hug in real life.


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Old October 7th, 2012, 09:38 PM   #11
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Pam, it's not that she didn't know what to say though - it's that she said exactly what she though and it showed me that she could honestly care less about my miscarriages and grief. My own mother. This isn't new behavior for her though. Just a reminder to keep my feelings and thoughts to myself. They aren't safe with anyone.


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